I am 5ft 6 female and i weigh 128lbs (9 stone 2) is this big?

i feel huge and iv allways sruggled with my body image and done some silly things that i know i shouldnt but i just feel massive im a size uk 10 but i just dont know what to do.... iv asked my family and friends but its soooo frustrtaing because they say i look fine but i dont look it or feel it! x